High School Musical 2 Rocks!

Hey people!!! I'm baaaack!! Okay, so I went for this audition for a musical "Believe" yesterday and I was freaking out so much that my voice totally lost control and my song ended up sounding really shaky. G warned me of that and I am certainly giving her credit for helping me fine tune my singing at 12 am. Hahaha.....thanks! So, coming back to where I was, I was extremely nervous for some reason. I guess I was so afraid that I would not be able to sing well. I mean it has been an awfully long time since I actually sang for an audience and that familiar embarrassment crept into my heart when I was singing to G. It was as though suddenly I just totally lost my confidence. Don't get me wrong, I definitely still sing along to-yes!, you've got it, high school musical songs but it felt different. And I absolutely hate that! I have a very high self-esteem and it felt horrible that at that moment, my confidence just plunged. Thankfully, I didn't feel that way when I was about to go for the audition! Definitely got to thank G for listening to me and clearing all the butterflies in my stomach. I NEVER get that kind of butterflies before and to be honest, I'm quite surprised that I had those jitters. After the audition, it was like an adrenaline rush!!! Anyway, on to something more interesting, I went to watch NEW MOON!!! Can you believe it??? Just early this year I was soo excited that it was coming out and almost like in a twinkling of an eye, I have now watched it and squealing about it!!! For those of you who have not watched it, WAKE UP!!! That movie is like one of the most awesome-est movie ever!!!! And yes, sorry HH! Its not that I don't want to go out with you, in fact I would love to! But if you ask me earlier, I'm pretty sure I would be able to go out. Going overseas next week. Super excited!!!! Speaking of exciting, I have been watching one of my favourite serials 90210 and I must once again reiterate that it is super nice!!!! Been reading a couple of books too and listening to music. Definitely enjoying this break! Oh oh!!!! High School Musical 3: Senior Year was on Disney Channel yesterday and today! Well, of course, yours truly watched both shows!!!!! I mean, seriously, how could I possibly miss it right? It was simply wonderful. Hmm....ok, that's all for now, I'm going to go listen to more music and just slack! Haha! Here's me signing off! B!